call me a sinner call me a saint call me everything you want to regret for all we have to do is live.

i have no idea where this writing will take me but i have been stuck with the need to write something, so as i go off on tangents, rants, raves or stories just bare with me for i don't know where i am going, only know where i am coming from.

lets talk like about what is going on in mine, with the change in guard at work to the change in guard at my home to the change of guard in my soul. 

i keep having these dreams of people i used to care about, in situations that i used to be a part of. weddings, gyms, bars, and churches. these people never hurt me in the past, but now i am unsure of why they keep coming to mind. some i miss, some i don't, some i want back and some won't.

speaking of weddings for barter services for cakes and time, from having friends perform the ceremony to having love one flying from all over.  I don't know what to do so the wedding is on hold for as long as it takes. not that we don't want to get married we just don't have the time right now to plan anything.

who, what, where, why and how is my rants going anywhere. with the new hope that was bread into this nation through the election of obama to the new failure that was sent into my life from person drama that have at work and at home. not that drama is anything new in my life, but i just don't need any more of it. i just wish it would stop.  But that is never going to happen, for the home drama, stays at home, the work drama, stays at work and teh school drama stays at school.  friend drama is all over the map and needs to be erased.