not that i only write when i need to say something but can't. i just write when the mood strikes and the mood is striking me. i don't know what i have to say so i am going to ramble until a coherent thought comes out.
i have decided that i have a great life. I have a job that i can make my own hours at and get paid still whatever hours i work. I am a fan of that. I have a great roommate who is a lavish pimp. i have great friends that at the drop of any hat would be at my aide if and when needed.
I have a wonderful life. i can't fight it anymore, i have tried to be down and say that shit is fucked up in my life but at the end of the day all i can do is smile. i could dwell on what i don' t have and try to find what i think i need but at the end of the day i am the in a position to be the best i have ever been. Nothing holding me back but my own stupid bullshit.
this is me still rambling. and i love, it is going to make for a long blog but it is tons of fun. so stop reading now and will get back to my rambling.
i could continue about having a great life, but in the end i don't want to rub it in.
i am in a good place now in life, my cards are lining up and i will be able to do everything that is needed in life to make this the life i want. not the life that any wants for me. It has taken a long time for me to be this happy.
as i look at my social calendar for the next 4 months before the start of law school and it is crazy as hell. i wish i had more time and money, so i can go even bigger, but that is me being shelfish. at the end of the day life is great and i am better than ever. nothing can keep me down.
i am a fan.
that is all.
